How can I put this in a few words? My Ziggy Boy was born on 07/12/2007 and passed away on 12/12/2017. Ziggy became blind at 5 years old. He was able to do amazing things considering no sight. Ziggy needed me for a lot of things and I never complained I was always happy to help you get up or down. You depended on me to keep you in the clear when out on our walks. Ziggy you were my joy, my companion, the keeper of my secrets, my love. And we were so attached to one another. I used to take you to the shopping center in your basket. I would sing to you and talk to you all the time so he would always know I was with you. Everyone would say what a good boy you were. Ziggy, how can I bear this heartbreak? I miss you snuggling with me in my chair and at bedtime. You always knew when I was ill or sad and would lick the tears away from my face. You became so Ill so fast. As I held you in my arms for the last time, you lifted your head and licked away my tears. You had not been able to lift your head all day but you had to comfort me as I was losing you. I feel so blessed that I was able to hold on to you tight and sing to you as you left me. It was a very bittersweet moment that I will be gteatful for, the rest of my life. I miss you so. There is no one left. You were my baby that I depended on to give me joy in my life. All I have are the wonderful memories of you. My companion, my child that needed me. Loving to take you to the trash, the mail and storage. I took you EVERYWHERE, I was allowed to. My dear, sweet Baby Boy. I will miss you all the days of my life. I can't bear to pick up your bowls. I carry your blanket with me where ever I go in the house. Your collar is around my right arm and will stay there for a very long time. I am not able to put away any of your things. All I can do is sit and hold your blanket and talk to you. I will try to carry on, I just do not know how to. I will grieve for you all of my days. I pray that God gives you back your sight over the rainbow. I pray to see you again. sooner rather than later. Then, I will find my joy again. Rest in Peace my sweet Baby Boy. I will get to you as soon as I can. All my love and joy, Your Mommy