You did not deserve that raccoon mauling your eye so many years ago and you did not deserve to have this random paralysis happen to you all of a sudden. Life was never fair to you. I am so very, very sorry. I told you I was going to make it right, even if the hard choice had to be made- and unfortunately, it did. You were a good cat and you deserve the peace you now have. Though it is not within my understanding, I will believe that you are with Rae [her original owner] in a place of eternal happiness and love. For that is where you now live, as well as in my memory. Forever. All of my love. --Large Male who brought you Food